So I haven't been on here near enough. Life keeps me very busy and I'm just trying to keep up. Me and Jillian are good. She turned two in March. I just can't believe this year is already here and I feel rushed for some reason. Not sure what I'm being rushed but I feel it. Got a new fella after the last two cheated on me. I'm scared of what this new year has in store for me. Just like I was scared of last year. I guess I have to just hold on and hope for the best. I'm trying to get to everyone's comments and pictures. Give me time. love you guys <<<33