So I haven't been on here near enough. Life keeps me very busy and I'm just trying to keep up. Me and Jillian are good. She turned two in March. I just can't believe this year is already here and I feel rushed for some reason. Not sure what I'm being rushed but I feel it. Got a new fella after the last two cheated on me. I'm scared of what this new year has in store for me. Just like I was scared of last year. I guess I have to just hold on and hope for the best. I'm trying to get to everyone's comments and pictures. Give me time. love you guys <<<33

Are the frickin devil. My computer has finally just given up and died. I'm hoping my parents will get the hint and get me a new one for x-mas since I didn't ask for anything else. Won't be able to update as much except for new things I take on my camera. Miss you roo and missa!

Nothing much to say today.
Just feeling used, abused, and thrown away.
Kinda the same as I felt yesterday...and every day since you went away.
I try to ignore the pain.
Distract myself from the day to day.
But I always end up sad and alone.
Waiting by the phone.
Looking out the window when I hear a car.
How pathetic I must seem to you.
I can't help but cling to you.

IT'S A MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! I'm old yay lol.

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